I Still Love You..

Is what I feel for you a real love? I don't know. All I know is that I'd like to see your face. I'd always love to see your smile, it might be the sweetest smile I ever saw. But after a little time, I found you hurt me, but I knew, I couldn't hate you. Yeah, I was hurt so that I didn't even wanna see your face, but I still didn't wanna hate you.

I finally decided to forgive what you did, though you never apologized, after knowing a little truth. Then I began to watch you from the distance again. I tried to smile when we met. I did anything to try to get closer to you again.

But something then seemed to go wrong. We could never be close enough. You tied your heart to someone else, who used to be my friend. I felt that it was so unfair. Why did it have to be him? Why it wasn't me? I'd done it before him? Yeah, I got mad at him. But when I saw your smile when you were near him, I knew, i had to let you go. Though I knew, I had to be hurt again. But once again, I didn't hate you for that. I never did, I never do, and I never even will hate you.

I'd even still love to see your smile. I'd still love to watch you from the distance. I always feel so glad whenever you're near me. I'm so glad that I can be close to you as friends. Sometimes I don't even care whether you'll be with me in the end or not.

Something in my heart then tells me the reason behind it all. I've kept my feeling too long that I can't easily let it go. But I don't wanna see you sad. I don't wanna se you cry. So decide to let it flow the way it should be. If our destinies our one, we'll be together in the end, no matter what. And I finally let you go anyway cause the truth is I still love you.